Nightmares

Well ok, they aren't technically "nightmares" per se but lately I have been having peculair dreams. It's hard to explain, I suppose it's a little like the movie "Groundhog Day" in that I wake up but not really because I wake up in the dream but think it's reality... and it seems to be on a loop so I do the exact same thing and it occurs to me that I am not, in fact, awake but still sleeping. The dream/nightmare continues and I can't wake myself up no matter what I try. I pry my eyes open but they suddenly feel like 100 lbs each and then I start yelling at myself to wake up. Hmmm, I wonder if I yell in my sleep because when I finally do wake up Kiwi is rightinmyface looking intently at me as though I killed her momma.

Anyhoo, I have been having them a lot and it freaks me out a little because sometimes I don't know if I am awake or still sleeping.